I'm totally not the person I used to be, or thought I was.

I realized today that I'm not who I used to be, or who I used to think I was. I mean, for crying out loud, I'm not even funny anymore. Read my blog posts, they're all so serious. I'm not even involved at school and I feel so... like I don't belong here. I've failed so far at everything I've tried to do here, and I don't have much more energy left. Maybe I should just transfer to JMU or UMF with my friends, so I'll feel good again. There is no solution.